My First Time

November 3rd 5:35
So I said more about this boy of mine would come up and here it comes!
It all started so randomly, i never thought i would fall for him he was just that guy in the year above who was good looking but also a bit of a player yeh i guess we did get on when we spoke as i was mates with his mates.
But never saw this coming!
His just so easy to talk to and like you know them questions you feel weird asking guys about i can just come out and ask him.
With other boys i used to dread it would be awkward and i would always try to back out and just worry about it.
But with him i duno i just feel so comfortable!
Tbf for the first two weeks we got with eachother at college we like didnt speak and would just walk past eachother
but then along came halfterm and we actulary got closer
went on a few dates
and he text me every single day
and today was first day back and we were just like we were out of college and i dunno it was good he even came n sat with me n my mates :]
But i swear i always choose them guys that like dont want a relastionship! and by the time they do i dont!
We talk about going out and we talk about like christmas together and stuff but we not going out
not seeing eachother
althoguh we are both like na we wont get with other people
I guess im being impatient
or maybe this is just the one thing i cant ask him about?
(Ahhh is it only me that still feels comfortable writing a personal blog online?!?)
Aha What A Soppy Entry

I have no idea why I wanted to start a blog but I guess I wanted Something new, something different.
Its a place for me to be me, the funny thing is not one single person who knows me would come on here; well i doubt they would; but I want to stay annoymous. I guess this well help me get used to writing as i want to be a journalist.
Even though i have no idea whether anyone will read this ill explain about myself.
Im a sixteen year old teenage girl from surrey
Im doing my a-levels; eng lit; eng lang psychology and ict
I love listening to music and I am one of those people who can hear a song once and know all the words. I sing a lot but never properly in front of people. Although there are a few people in the world who have heard my voice and say i can sing.. im still undecided.. not that it matters really.
Im at that stage where I cant say im 100% single but technically i dont have a boyfriend. Although im not really the boyfriend kinda of girl. i always think im really into someone but then once i get them i kinda freeze and my feelings go. Dont know why really but im hoping with my new litlle phase that wont happen as its been so different from the start but i guess your hear a lot more of him in later blogs and im guessing my dreaded ex will pop up to.
I actulary have a wicked family, it took me a while to realised it but i grew up a lot recently and now i know :]
I have some wicked friends but i kinda wish both groups got on more on that later too.
Well thats it for now
Ciao x